This morning, i recieved a call from Agnes, Faustina’s godma informing that she is unable to accompany me to the hospital this evening as her sister is admitted to the hospital due to her heart problem.
Shortly after i put down the phone, i wrote an sms to her. I wrote
“Sis, i can truely understand the agony you face but we need to be strong for our loved ones! These few days made me feel that life is so vunerable and we are weak in human form and hence we need to surrender all to GOD! If God wants us to go through all these obstacles, HE in HIS own way will eqquip us with the necessary strength and faith to brave us through! See light at the end of the tunnel! 
As soon as i made this sms, i cried and prayed to GOD that HE who had created me know my utmost fears and i am not as strong as i seem to but i choose to believe that God has HIS reasons for all these!
My mum was procrastinating that Heaven was so unfair but is HE????? I don’t know but i choose to look in a simpler way….. To me, the problem lies on my dad as he did not choose to take care of his health and refuse to drink plenty of water. When one is given a choice and yet he chooses the latter, is it fair to blame HEAVEN????
I prayed that GOD will give me a meek and quiet heart so that i can listen to him more clearly……
Baby, in years to come, when you read this post…….
Remember to pause and count your blessings…..
Remember to reflect and try not to take anyone in your life for granted for you would never know when GOD will demand for them and want them back for company!
No matter how successful you may be or just as simple as like mummy, what matters is the happiness in your heart!
Search your conscience and serve GOD with all your heart!
We are here to be useful instruments of GOD and hence learn to serve HIM in good and bad times!
1 Comment
Saturday, August 9, 2008 at 2:17 pm
hi meiling,
saw ur blog thru fannie’s blog. really lost touch wif you.. hope you and your family are doin well..
sad to hear wat’s happenin around ur life lately. i agreed wif u tat life is indeed vulnerable, recently i lost a good colleague. she passed away so suddenly at home.. we really must treasure our friends and loved ones around us whom we always took for granted..
i hope you can gather strength and peace while you overcome all the obstacles that may come.. bless u.
take care and keep in touch..
cheers,
sok tee